SURGERY BOSAN.

Dah dua minggu dekat surgery, tapi tak boleh pergi clerk patient lagi, sebab gambar kena reject lah, apa lah. Though ada few friends yg dah pergi clerk patients. But I have none! None! And Im missing medicine so bad! Rindu medicine sebab lecturer ramai, as in ada more than one! Sebab surgery ada sorg sahaja. And dia hanya ada untuk seminar (untuk setakat ini lah). Though we have invited lecturers from UM, but class pun seminggu dua kali. No, sekali, then case presentation sekali dalam seminggu. Bed side teaching tak pernah start lagi, so tak tau lah  kan. Stress sebenarnya sebab terasa diri macam semakin malas sebab tak tahu nk study untuk apa for surgery. Yes, mmg banyak gila sebenarnya nak study, tapi don't know where to start. At least if pernah clerk sorg patient, or pernah BST sekali, boleh lah nk imagine what to study etc. And oh, rindu ward medicine. Sebab ward medicine ramai patient, srugery sikit. Im not asking ppl to have more surgery, tapi macam x hectic sangat the ward. And kesian tgk patients semua dalam kesakitan to undergo operation/post-operation(dah operate).So macam tak sampai hati sebenarnya nak buat physical examination etc.

Okay ngntuk. Good night!