I CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE.

Not because I'm tired learning, not because I can't stand with my work load, not because I want to work and earn monthly income. I just wanna get away from this people. I didn't mean to hurt anyone especially my classmates who read my blog. Its just, I feel like once graduated, I'll be gone. A whole new life.

Well, I remembered a friend who hates SSP so much that he doesnt wanna go back to SSP once she finished secondary school. I know exactly how it feels. But she hates the school, not the friends. Im the opposite (but I am not saying I hate everyone, do not get me wrong).

It was a regret, ever. I wish I could turn back time and change things, or not doing such thing, but its too late. Too late. Damn too late. I shouldn't have even encounter myself to it. Never. I know its a mistake, take it as a lesson, but it is a thing that I wish it never happened, never been there. I wish things were different. Too blind to judge things. Regretting things doesn't change a single thing, but I hate to remember those things. I hate to be remembered. I don't wanna remember, I dont wanna be remembered.

Should let it go, yes I can, but others just can't. Demmit.

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