A little bit of everything

Sebenarnya, saya tidak sukakan orang yang tak boleh nak buat decision, or yang tak kesah dengan apa2 decision yang di decidekan. Lagi2 bila saya termasuk dalam kelompok atau situasi yang perlu membuat decision. Dan bila decision sudah diberi pilihan untuk dipilih dan orang2 terlibat masih x boleh nak buat decision, yes that pisses me off. Come on you people dah besar, dah matang dah boleh fikir which one yang bagus dan mana yang tidak. Kalau tak suka dengan something bgtahu direct, tak perlu untuk nak melarikan diri. Sebenarnya sangat annoying dengan orang2 sedemikian.

It has been a while since the last time I posted my true deep anger feeling on my blog. I didnt mean for anybody, just for everyone, including me. Try to make decision on yr own and not letting other people to decide for you. Melainkan if you badly need their advice. And its just a piece of advice but you still have to decide yr own things.Sampai bila nak orang decidekan utk anda? Nanti dah kahwin dah ada anak, takkan nak biarkan anak yang decide things for you? Some people might say oh nnt dah ada anak pandai la nak jaga, but if you do not practice it from now on, bila nak buat benda jadi lagi baik?

What ever shit I blab just pretend it never happened if you dislike what you read. Thank you.

Surgery ada lagi like 4 weeks. So gotta start studying from now. Seriously.

Oh. Im gonna start on diet any time now. sebab relatives and parents smua dah ckp that Im fat, pipi dah naik etc. So yeah, gotta start diet for real. And orang sekeliling senyap jgn sibuk. Bye.

I CANT WAIT TO GRADUATE.

Not because I'm tired learning, not because I can't stand with my work load, not because I want to work and earn monthly income. I just wanna get away from this people. I didn't mean to hurt anyone especially my classmates who read my blog. Its just, I feel like once graduated, I'll be gone. A whole new life.

Well, I remembered a friend who hates SSP so much that he doesnt wanna go back to SSP once she finished secondary school. I know exactly how it feels. But she hates the school, not the friends. Im the opposite (but I am not saying I hate everyone, do not get me wrong).

It was a regret, ever. I wish I could turn back time and change things, or not doing such thing, but its too late. Too late. Damn too late. I shouldn't have even encounter myself to it. Never. I know its a mistake, take it as a lesson, but it is a thing that I wish it never happened, never been there. I wish things were different. Too blind to judge things. Regretting things doesn't change a single thing, but I hate to remember those things. I hate to be remembered. I don't wanna remember, I dont wanna be remembered.

Should let it go, yes I can, but others just can't. Demmit.

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