defer defer defer.

So, my last post was about peeps who got placement for their housemanship training (while I was eagerly waiting for my training)
And, my last draft was about my SPA interview (LOL), turns out I was so lazy to update. So yeah, this is a new post.

And today, e-housemen is open for May intake.

and guess what. OMG, I have so much that I didn't post lol.

I AM GETTING MARRIED. hahahaha. FUNNY. Its weird. Its just.. unbelievable.

Yeah, akad nikah is on 21st of May 2016. And, worst part is, PTM is 23rd of May.

So guess what I choose? To defer my housemanship training. Sucks I know.

I was in dilemma for over weeks. Even until today! It was the biggest decision I had to make. It was really hard for me to decide. Really. Who would say no to a job that comes to you? Hah. haha. But I did.

I hope it is a wise decision, and I'll not regret. May Allah ease my journey.

So I am getting older huh. Getting married, and get a real job.

18 days to go. and 2 months to go. I shall wait with great patience.

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO ARE GOING TO START THEIR HOUSEMANSHIP!

Congratulations!

CONGRATULATIONS 

to those who got placement for your housemanship training!

I am one step closer to getting my placement! And yes, I am nervous.

It seems like placement for Sabah is also limited. Hmm, what will me second choice if Sabah is full? No idea. Maybe I should just stay in semenanjung, so that I can spend time with my family, and not to worry about moving back to semenanjung when I get married (hm, when is that? lol).

Guess, JB is my next choice, and maybe Melaka. Or maybe Ipoh. Gotta set my priority after my interview.


Interview is in less than 36 hours! Im friggin nervous. Pray for me! ><

People and blog

Sometimes, when I linger around someone's blog, I feel connected. Though he/she is a total stranger. But it feels like I definitely can click with this person.

It has been really quite sometime since the last time I stalked someone's blog. Cause, twitter and instagram let you know the person better. I guess. lol

Can anyone just tell me that SPA interview is easy peasy. kbye

Preparing for SPA interview

So, interview is in... 6 days? Mixed emotions.. Really T_T

I never liked history subject. But now, I have to study it, for the sake of the interview. Well, I dont know what they will ask, so have to read everything (to improve my general knowledge as well, so yeah).

I failed my history subject during highschool for each and every exam. But got an A though for my SPM lol, I was pretty shocked though. Went and see my teacher and she said "told you that history is EASY". Nope, it wasnt.

So, when I entered foundation, we had to take history subject.. again. Oh, I got a B. lol. AND I thought my suffering days ended, it didn't huh. Well, I guess it never will.. Cause I'm gonna have to tell my kids about the history in the future. So. Hm.

It really a tough subject.

I am indeeeeeed nervous for my interview. lol.

Wish me luck!

The Return of Me

So hello, Im back!

Its been really quite a while since the last post tho.
My life has been better? Not busy? Haha.

I am done with my degree! Phew! Done!

Currently waiting for my SPA interview in like... 8 days? Wish me luck!

I will definitely update about my professional exam in the next post. Or maybe after my SPA interview post..

It feels lame, after like a year plus not blogging.

So there's this lecturer indirectly said to me that I have some sort of personality problem. I mean, he didnt directly say it, but he was like talking about it and somehow relate it to me.

Yes, I've been sitting at the back of the class, corner of the class or smthg. But, its not because I dont socialize, its just, i prefer to sit alone during classes, so no one will interupt me, like asking "eh apa doc tnya tadi" or "apa dia?" or "how to spell that thing?" smthg like that that disrupts my focus. Not that I know everything, I dont know things too. And I just write whatever that I feel like writing. Things I try to memorize suddenly goes away and I just cant recall. And I hate it. So it is okay to stay at the corner of the class once in a while, or smtimes. Well, it doesnt matter, most of the time, too.

Though I do realize that recently, I've been keeping a distant with some people. I used to be the talkative one. But now, I prefer to just keep silent. I mean, I feel like there's a no need to talk about things that people just dont give a shit.

Everyone has their own way of seeing things. My view is from my side, and your view is on your side. So what ever shit you wanna say based on your view, is up to you.

All I know is I can't wait to finish studying.

Kagum dgn doktor-doktor yang boleh mengajar pelajar perubatan

The life in HSB and HTAR is totally a diff one. We actually learn more from the docs in HTAR instead of HSB. Or maybe just this current posting. But I know that my knowledge is lacking when Im at HTAR, not that Im saying Im good in HSB, its just that, my knowledge is not being challenged there. Anyhoos, as medical student, I should learn things on my own, read more things.

Oh well, EOP for surgery starts tomorrow, May Allah ease our journey. All the best 4th year! :D