20140311

So there's this lecturer indirectly said to me that I have some sort of personality problem. I mean, he didnt directly say it, but he was like talking about it and somehow relate it to me.

Yes, I've been sitting at the back of the class, corner of the class or smthg. But, its not because I dont socialize, its just, i prefer to sit alone during classes, so no one will interupt me, like asking "eh apa doc tnya tadi" or "apa dia?" or "how to spell that thing?" smthg like that that disrupts my focus. Not that I know everything, I dont know things too. And I just write whatever that I feel like writing. Things I try to memorize suddenly goes away and I just cant recall. And I hate it. So it is okay to stay at the corner of the class once in a while, or smtimes. Well, it doesnt matter, most of the time, too.

Though I do realize that recently, I've been keeping a distant with some people. I used to be the talkative one. But now, I prefer to just keep silent. I mean, I feel like there's a no need to talk about things that people just dont give a shit.

Everyone has their own way of seeing things. My view is from my side, and your view is on your side. So what ever shit you wanna say based on your view, is up to you.

All I know is I can't wait to finish studying.



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