It was a mistake.

Sometimes, things happened for a reason. For us to learn what we shouldn't do. Learn to be better, to be wiser. A mistake that will always teach us to aware of things and surroundings, of what might happen. For us to think what are the consequences of every single thing. 

We do promise sweet things when we are happy, but we tell things our ears don't listen when we are angry. And those things that we say, is not gonna vanish by itself. Its gonna be buried in someone's brain. 

And mistakes taught us to be afraid of doing the same thing, cause we are afraid of  the result will be the same. Which we should not feel it that way, cause mistakes should be learnt, not to be afraid of. Things that happened will let us to decide better things. What ever we do in life will always be a failure, but with that failure we could be better than what we are. 

Things are no longer easy, all things are hard. Nothing comes easy in life. 

I just miss my old self, the one who can stand on my own feet. Who can do things on my own. But, people change as time goes. So do I. I've changed. To be the person that I that I don't wanna be.

MISTAKE, TAKE IT AS A LESSON.