Its been really awhile since the last post. I do not have anything to share, anymore.
But, here's a little update.

First thing ever, Alhamdulillah I have passed my third year though not flying colours. But still passed. Will try harder in future, insya Allah. And, congrats too to all my other friends who passed, see you in a week :)

Secondly, thank you dad for sponsoring half for my new lappy. I now have no reason that having a small screen makes it difficult, or uncomfortable to read slides. Have gotta work harder and get better result, and memorize things. 2 more years to end my study, so really gotta start working my ass off. Insya Allah, May Allah ease.

Thirdly, I have spent quite a nice holiday, well 2 months of holiday. Though I did not have any cool vacation, except Langkawi, but, I had a nice one, spent it with the people I love. Holiday is going to end in a week or so.

Fourth, my first posting will be surgery. Goodluck!

Okay, penat type guna laptop ni sebab space dia mcm..mengstresskan.

-I have learned that you can actually love someone, even with their deepest fu*king flaws-

Exam in a week! I am so dead. Not prepared at all, especially primary care and psychiatry. I dont really have the interest in both of them even though they are interesting, even the lecturers are cool. But. I feel like its too hard. Probably its because both of this postings takes only 4 weeks, well psychiatry only 3  weeks tho. So I feel like they are too short to digest everything in a month or less. Anyways, all the best, may Allah ease the way.

BUT, lepas exam, cuti. Wohoo! Can't wait for hols, really.

Raya! Langkawi!

So, in Sept probably need to prepare for 4th year, I.Allah kalau lepas 3rd year ni.. (AGH).

Pharmacologgyyy and anatomy and physiology kena mantapkan. But in one month, mcm impossible :( 

And oh, gotta hit the track lepas exam, losing weight is a must haha -__- 

Okay, selamat berpuasa btw! :)

Reading back (some of my) previous posts made me feel like "What hv I done?!" Hahah. I was so childish! Hahah, rasa nak delete this blog! Hahah. I feel like I was like an idiot, grammar tunggang langgang!(tho skrg pun still tunggang langgang!) OMG. And cerita pun tah apa2. Memalukan. (Am I still doing it now?) LMAO.

Okay, primary care dah setengah, tinggal lagi setengah. Then psychiatry for one month, end posting exam, then theory exams, thennnn cuti! For 2 freaking months! Walaupun ada elective posting for few weeks? EH? Haha.

Tolonglah Farah, start study dari sekarang.

-I have never been happier than this-

Its been awhile since the last time i updated my blog.

Sebab? Ada seorang manusia yang didnt give me the freedom of speech, freedom to say my heart out. Yes you, class rep. Haha, aku tau ko baca ni. 

So yeah, malas nk update blog, or prolly I'll just find a new place. Hahah. 

Bye.

I just hope someday it will get better, it will.. it will. I have faith in it.
But they said, if you don't work for it, it won't just happen.

Paeds end of posting exam is approaching. I shall strive for excellent (chewah!) Amin. But there'll be no hols after this EOP. Damn. And Aazhiv is coming to town! Wehee. Can't wait to see him! Mehehehe. 

-We can learn to love again-

Alhamdulillah for the results, medicine and surgery. Hope will do better in O&G, Paeds, Primary care and Psychiatry.. I.Allah. Congratulations to my other friends :)
I.Allah we will make it through this year, Amin :D

Paeds posting is going to end soon, like really soon, then nnt masuk primary care and psychiatry. So they as they said, primary care is like the scariest one. Sebab exam jadi macam short case, examiner ada sekali time exam, as in the patient bukan patient pun. They are like real docs. So yeah. Scary. Kalau biasa org tgk kita perform pun, confidence level dah  menjunam.. Ini kan yang mcm ni. terkubur terus kot. LOL.

Confidence level kena tinggi. Sangat tinggi. Haha, okay, bye.

We could have it our way. We could have done it so much better.

You shouldn't have given the chance, never. 


Oh, Im going to start my pediatrics posting this Monday. Hello little kids, I love kids, I hope you'll love me too. So it will ease my work. Muahaha.

I miss Aazhiv so bad :( He's grown up so fast! He is soon to be a one-year-old kid. Soon, Im gonna have to run and catch him. He's so big, so so big.

And oh, Alhamdulillah, Encik Farid dah selamat menjalankan ibadah umrah.

Im bored, and Im having this so-called seminar this Monday, FIRST DAY OF CLASS. And I don't know what to present. LOL.

Okay, bye.