Alhamdulillah, final has ended, and again, Alhamdulillah, tak kena viva.. Mmg bersyukur sangat.. Sangat bersyukur..

Tapi, final result as in official result has not been released yet, even though (almost) all the lecturers said that all second year students pass, tapi since the result is not out yet, so the feelings is still not secured. But, yes, hoping that all of us will make it through. I.Allah. Semoga Allah melembutkan hati para2 pemeriksa dan pihak yg bertanggungjawab untuk bagi semua orang pass second year.. Amin..

I'm so not in the mood to blog out my heart, so yeah, good bye and see you sooner or later ;)

TMR IS MY LAST PAPER! OSPE PAPER

OSPE, I dont know what its long name is, but simple word is practical exam. Hehe. This paper carry 20% out of 60% for finals. So it plays quite a big part for me to pass this final. But overall, I don't know. Just doin' my best, and trying to do my best. Eheh, not hoping for distinction, asalkan pass, I'd be the happiest person in the world. Seriously. But if dapat distinction, I'd be the happiest person in the universe. LOL. Bersyukur ke langit kalau dapat pass je pun.

The scariest part is on Friday, viva list. I really hope I'm not in the "borderline" list and obviously not in the "fail" list. But I really havve a strong instinct that I'm going to be in "viva" list. Tsk.

The worst feeling will be on Saturday. Jantung ni, mcm nk pump darah ke satu dunia. Ok, sgt hyperbola. But, super duper scared.

Aaaaaaaaaaa, doakan saya berjaya second year ni.. (AMIN)
And all I want to do is jumpscreamjumpscream when I check the result list

Its my call and I'm going to deal with it. I've made up my mind, there's nothing to lose, anymore.


Why can't you just live and appreciate those people who care for you, who love you for who you really are instead of flashing up some used-to-be-and-never-going-to-happen stuffs?

Final is approaching, and I ain't ready at all, at all. I am so dead.
We are going to have final on 23rd, 24th and 26th of July. On Friday morning, viva list will be out then afternoon viva for the listed ones. Then in the evening, meeting with the dean and ON SATURDAY, the result will be released.

I just hope to get through this, insya Allah, I will, and my classmates will, and my juniors are going to pass theirs too. Amin.. :)

Ok toodles!

A PART OF ME

There's a little part of me saying, telling and knowing I couldn't let it go, yet. It just stuck here not  letting me to dig it and put it away, letting it go. How can this thing be so powerful, so great?

Things are different now. I couldn't reach you anymore, and I missed you. You used to make my heart pounding like a nail, if you still remember though. Do you?

Hunger Games would be our next love story, supposedly. But fate wins, always.

Was your heart pounding like a nail? If yes, yes, I am talking about you. Oh I forgot, you don't read.
Thinking of you, always.

Final year exam in 3 weeks, and I am not prepared, at all. I'll miss second year, so much, but I ain't wanna live it for another year even if I were given a second chance. Should not bother of anything but exams.

All the best classmates, and juniors :) We are going to make it through, together. Yes, together.

In need of barbiturates

PRESENTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

YOU THE JUNIOR ZUL!!

TADAAAAAA :D

Day one

Day 2

Day 1 with mom

HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEE!

I can't wait to see him!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It makes me feel ease by only looking at his pictures. He is so adorable.

I can't wait to carry him around, give him a big-tight-hug, kisses all over his face.

For god's sake, he is my first (official) nephew!

It feels different when u have your own brother kid as yr nephew instead of your cousins kids as yr nephews/nieces :)

Really, it felt.. awesome

I can't wait to see him!! He he he :D

I am a gadget woman

I am not the kind of girl who spend the money for shoes, clothes, pants, bracelets, rings, necklaces etc. I don't mind keep myself starve so that I can get a new gadget.

So yeah, dear future husband, please take note. Hihi.

I promised that I will post you my nephews picture right? I will but, not now! Hihi.

I am having quiz tmr yet I haven't started with my revision! Kuikuikui..

Toodles! :)