Truth hurts, lies worst :)

Sometimes there are people who hide things from us and thought that we wouldn't know stuff sedangkan we know exactly what is the real thing. Then, how do they expect us to believe in them? Because somehow, I feel it is a part of lying cause they don't just tell us the real thing.

Why is it so hard to tell the real thing?

Yeah, I prefer telling the real thing rather than keeping it and telling lies :)

Though its going to hurt either side, but telling lies and when it's broken and the truth came out, then that's the time when you are falling apart.

And how can you want people to trust you? After the truth has been revealed? By that time, you will realise that everything has broken into tiny little pieces that can never be glued.

This post, is for no one, it is just a lesson for anyone who reads it :)

Oh, if you have something hidden reveal it before its too late :)

Better late, than never.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Selamat Hari Lahir (yg jatuh pada 6th of May), dan Selamat Hari Ibu Mama <3

Tell me, who I can be without Mama

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Semua orang mesti cakap their mothers are the best. Yes, mama saya juga begitu :) I wouldn't want other mother, but my mama :)

Mama has taught me million of things- which I'll never get it from others :)

Even the best person in the world can't beat my mama :)

She can give you all the good points for your work. Even though she's a house wife, her mind, you wouldn't want to guess how good it is :)

She knows the best for everything.

She's there anytime I needed her. She stands for all my flaws.

She has sacrificed a lot for me, like a lot. I couldn't measure it with words.. and you can't imagine how much she has sacrificed :')

I don't know if I can live like this without mama :)

Walaupun selalu melawan (ye, saya anak yang jahat, suka melawan) :( tapi mama tetap cool. Sorry ma :\

And, sorry that I didn't buy you anything on your special days :(

No money wo :P

But, I'll give you all the love that I have <3

Mama is so cute.

I can't imagine my life latter without mom :'(

I wanna get married while mom still alive.

I wanna have kids while mom still here.

I wanna be someone great in the future with my mom standing right beside me.

I want my kids to remember my mom's face when they are big.

I need my mom all the time

(omg, teary eyes)..

I can conclude that if one day when the whole world are against me, I only need my mom to stand by me too keep me running :)

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers :)

Semoga Allah memanjangkan umur mama. Amin :)

STRUGGLING STARTS

Semua results dah dapat sekarang. Alhamdulillah semua pun passed. But not satisfied with it :(

But I can't change anything. Sekarang kena focus on 3rd IA dengan finals je lah.

Dr.Manah said "Aim 90/100, so that if you get, you'll get near to 100".. Dengar senang, but nak work ass out ni, susah :(

But, I'll do my very best. I wanna get distinction for finals. (amin)..

So ape lagi, start sekarang. Jangan dekat finals baru terhegeh2 nak study semua.

Okay, bye. assignment biochem :)

SEDIH. SANGAT SEDIH.

Okay, I can't elaborate more on this, all I can say is only as stated above.

Bye.

I have so many reasons to leave, and I can't find one reason to stay, but, I'm still staying.

FINALS

So percaya tak percaya holiday seminggu dah habis pun. Esok kelas dah start balik. Sigh. Asisgments biochem tu mmg tak siap lagi. Tapi target nak siap by this coming Friday. Kalau buat kat rumah mmg tak tersiap, so siapkan dekat second house lah, maybe boleh kot, sbb takda halangan eg: laptop yg terpasang movie.

Kalau lepas cuti ni je msti nnt nak dapat result exam. Okay, sekarang baru reti nak cuak, masa nak exam tu malas study lagi! Haih.

But, when I think back, I want it to be not okay. But tipu la kan kalau tak nak lulus. But, if lulus nnt I'll be damn lazy to study, kononnya boleh buat. Padahal otak ni kosong jer. So, kalau result tak berapa ok (which I mean by cukup2 makan lepas), baru la nnt terkontangkanting nak study, betul tak. Third IA dengan Finals tu lagi penting if compared dengan second IA nie.

Bila fikir balik, am I really sure that I want to be a doctor? Apa yang belajar pun tak boleh nak igt.. Faham pun tak sangat. Benda ni nanti bukan boleh main2. Kalau berjaya lepas semua exam pun, tapi nnt kalau practical apa pun tak reti, sebab belajar semata2 nak exam. Boleh ke macam tu? :S

Kalau soalan exam bagi case study pun dah tak reti nak jawab. Macam mana kalau nnt in real life as a doctor? Tak reti jugak? Masa tu baru nak menyesal kot, sebab belajar untuk exam sahaja =.='

Sebab sekarang belajar rasa macam nak amik SPM jer, just belajar untuk dapat good grades.

So, maybe kena tukar the way of learning. Jom la belajar macam masa SPM dulu. Hahah, tido awal, bangun awal. Be prepared for everything. Well, maybe tu benefit dduk kat SSP :) Jom try buat for third and final exam nnt :D

But sekarang mmg la cakap senang, nnt dah dapat result, dah start classes for weeks, mula la nak lupa. Macam mana tak nak bagi lupa? :(

I want to continue my second year without any problem. (Amin).

Okay, jangan type lebih, sila preparekan body and soul and brain and mind and everything for tomorrow and hari2 berikutnya :)

GOOD LUCK MBBS-IANS :)

WE CAN DO IT.

(AMIN)

SELAMAT MENJAWAB SOALAN KAWAN2 :)

The exam is tomorrow, so ALL THE BEST TO IMS student!
We have struggled for 3 months *coughs*, so all out for tmr and 6 days onward okay :)

I can't wait for my day out with my lovelies, Ajliaa and Stellie Wellie on 9th January :D

Okay, enough thinking of enjoying during my ONE F.WEEK holiday.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! :D

2011 Resolution :)

So, this is my last year's resolution :)

1. Find my AZAM *khas untuk fung*
   
2. Success in my foundation level and continue with MBBS (either in India or local). Means, I have to get good grades in my semester2 and final semester!
3. Don't simply hate people [still trying]
   
4. Avoid being so sensitive [still trying].
5. Reduce my emo-ness [still trying].
6. Never and ever let others pijak kepala [still trying].
7. Be a little bit more selfish in some things [still trying].
8. Care of my own feelings first instead of taking care of other's feelings [still trying].
9. Just be what I want to be [still trying].
   
10. Never take other things so serious if it is not related with me [still trying].
11. Be what I'm not what others want me to be [still trying].
12. Be tough on every single thing that happens [still trying].

So for 2011's resolution, I will just have ONE new resolution :)
(since my last year's I still have a lot that has not been done)

1. Pass ALL my Internal Assessments and also for First Professional Exam with flying colours . (amin)
   

Wish me luck and do pray for me :D

GOOD LUCK TO YOU FOR YOUR RESOLUTIONS DEAR :)