STRUGGLING STARTS

Semua results dah dapat sekarang. Alhamdulillah semua pun passed. But not satisfied with it :(

But I can't change anything. Sekarang kena focus on 3rd IA dengan finals je lah.

Dr.Manah said "Aim 90/100, so that if you get, you'll get near to 100".. Dengar senang, but nak work ass out ni, susah :(

But, I'll do my very best. I wanna get distinction for finals. (amin)..

So ape lagi, start sekarang. Jangan dekat finals baru terhegeh2 nak study semua.

Okay, bye. assignment biochem :)

SEDIH. SANGAT SEDIH.

Okay, I can't elaborate more on this, all I can say is only as stated above.

Bye.

I have so many reasons to leave, and I can't find one reason to stay, but, I'm still staying.

FINALS

So percaya tak percaya holiday seminggu dah habis pun. Esok kelas dah start balik. Sigh. Asisgments biochem tu mmg tak siap lagi. Tapi target nak siap by this coming Friday. Kalau buat kat rumah mmg tak tersiap, so siapkan dekat second house lah, maybe boleh kot, sbb takda halangan eg: laptop yg terpasang movie.

Kalau lepas cuti ni je msti nnt nak dapat result exam. Okay, sekarang baru reti nak cuak, masa nak exam tu malas study lagi! Haih.

But, when I think back, I want it to be not okay. But tipu la kan kalau tak nak lulus. But, if lulus nnt I'll be damn lazy to study, kononnya boleh buat. Padahal otak ni kosong jer. So, kalau result tak berapa ok (which I mean by cukup2 makan lepas), baru la nnt terkontangkanting nak study, betul tak. Third IA dengan Finals tu lagi penting if compared dengan second IA nie.

Bila fikir balik, am I really sure that I want to be a doctor? Apa yang belajar pun tak boleh nak igt.. Faham pun tak sangat. Benda ni nanti bukan boleh main2. Kalau berjaya lepas semua exam pun, tapi nnt kalau practical apa pun tak reti, sebab belajar semata2 nak exam. Boleh ke macam tu? :S

Kalau soalan exam bagi case study pun dah tak reti nak jawab. Macam mana kalau nnt in real life as a doctor? Tak reti jugak? Masa tu baru nak menyesal kot, sebab belajar untuk exam sahaja =.='

Sebab sekarang belajar rasa macam nak amik SPM jer, just belajar untuk dapat good grades.

So, maybe kena tukar the way of learning. Jom la belajar macam masa SPM dulu. Hahah, tido awal, bangun awal. Be prepared for everything. Well, maybe tu benefit dduk kat SSP :) Jom try buat for third and final exam nnt :D

But sekarang mmg la cakap senang, nnt dah dapat result, dah start classes for weeks, mula la nak lupa. Macam mana tak nak bagi lupa? :(

I want to continue my second year without any problem. (Amin).

Okay, jangan type lebih, sila preparekan body and soul and brain and mind and everything for tomorrow and hari2 berikutnya :)

GOOD LUCK MBBS-IANS :)

WE CAN DO IT.

(AMIN)

SELAMAT MENJAWAB SOALAN KAWAN2 :)

The exam is tomorrow, so ALL THE BEST TO IMS student!
We have struggled for 3 months *coughs*, so all out for tmr and 6 days onward okay :)

I can't wait for my day out with my lovelies, Ajliaa and Stellie Wellie on 9th January :D

Okay, enough thinking of enjoying during my ONE F.WEEK holiday.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! :D

2011 Resolution :)

So, this is my last year's resolution :)

1. Find my AZAM *khas untuk fung*
   
2. Success in my foundation level and continue with MBBS (either in India or local). Means, I have to get good grades in my semester2 and final semester!
3. Don't simply hate people [still trying]
   
4. Avoid being so sensitive [still trying].
5. Reduce my emo-ness [still trying].
6. Never and ever let others pijak kepala [still trying].
7. Be a little bit more selfish in some things [still trying].
8. Care of my own feelings first instead of taking care of other's feelings [still trying].
9. Just be what I want to be [still trying].
   
10. Never take other things so serious if it is not related with me [still trying].
11. Be what I'm not what others want me to be [still trying].
12. Be tough on every single thing that happens [still trying].

So for 2011's resolution, I will just have ONE new resolution :)
(since my last year's I still have a lot that has not been done)

1. Pass ALL my Internal Assessments and also for First Professional Exam with flying colours . (amin)
   

Wish me luck and do pray for me :D

GOOD LUCK TO YOU FOR YOUR RESOLUTIONS DEAR :)

It is approaching the important days.

I WANT TO WALK OUT FROM THE HALL WITH A
BIG SMILE ON MY FACE

I want to spend my one effing week holiday with a joy, not with regrets or any negative things.

Ps: Not enough time, but I don't want anymore time. I want to end this fast so I can settle things faster.
Pss: Do pray for me :)

Good luck :)

It has been quite a while I didn't do blogging. Well, I have other things to be done. And, there are few posts that had been deleted. There are more to be deleted, but I'm too lazy to do so. Haha.

Continuing my degree soon (tomorrow maybe?) Well, orientation had done :)
My first time ever orientation from 9am to 10pm. Those who are going to Bangalore were mixed with those who are doing in Shah Alam. But, I can tell you that they gave more attention to the Bangalore-ians. haha.

As they said, the class is going to start TOMORROW. heh.
But, I'm going to my University tomorrow to register my subjects and the time table and other few things that need to be settled. SO, I hope on Wednesday baru start class :)
I hope that we are going to have only one class.

Well, I think they are brilliant students. Hahaha. Scary okay.

I don't know if I'm ready to do MBBS or I'm not. Fuuh.. I'm scared if I don't pass any of the papers. One resit paper will cost me more than 10k. Dang! I just need to pass 3 papers for my first year. I'm going to take only 3 papers. THREE. Sounds sikit enough? But, you know the kandungan kan. Its hard.

But, this is my path. I choose it. So, I have to deal with it, right? Okay, long enough, I should stop now or lagi byk benda merepek.

bye!