I'm on holidays and I'm extremely lazy to post stuffs. 

Oh, btw, my other half is back from India :) WELCOME HOME BECKSY! But seriously, I have to wait till raya or probably after raya :(
Anyways we have gotta meet, thats all. Haha.

Ohh! Tmr I'll be having iftar-reunion with my schoolmates back in 2003! Well even though I was in that school for only a year, that was my second best primary school I ever went! First will always be Convent Father Barre. Oh, I have like 3 primary schools, Convent Father Barre, Convent Pulau Tikus and Sekolah Kebangsaan Kampung Tunku.
I had the worst "first week" of school in Convent Pulau Tikus, LOL, but then I find them very friendly and I do love them so much too.
But obviously I can't forget my first day of school and all I went through in Convent Father Barre. That's the best-est school I have ever entered (excluding SSP) haha. I learned A LOT from there, I was quite active back then, but since keluar dari that school, I am no longer active until today. So lesson I learnt: "dont let my children to have to change their schools often. Cause everything you do, you have to start from below."

But tomorrow, I am meeting my very first and only uni-sex school. So yeah I do gained A LOT like A LOT of experiences. Even though I didn't get to mingle with most/all of them, but I do, with my classmates though.

So few days back, we just had this new "group" on FB which includes all of the students from year 1998-2003, I mean supposed-to-be-my-batch (but I was there for only a year kan. Still considered as batchmates?Hmm). And they created an event for tmr, iftar and small reunion! There's like 25 of them yg confirmed going including me, but I hope more than that'll join us.

I didn't wanna go, at first thought. Cause I was only there for like a year, and I didn't know many of them, I just know my classmates and few from other classes, like really FEWWW, so macam segan la kan to join them. But nevertheless, I know they are super damn extremely friendly, so at second thought, why not just join kan? If I don't feel comfortable ke ape I can just leave. (hah, being honest there) LOL. But, I know they are nice ppl :) And I really can't wait meeting them!

Here's a picture of my classmates, 6kenanga,2003, Sekolah Kebangsaan Kampung Tunku.
Spot me! :D hehe

6Kenanga, 2003

And tmr I'll be meeting Sha too! Heee!

Okay, toodles!

ALHAMDULILLAH, SYUKUR KE HADRAT ILAHI :')

Thank you Allah, thank you. I don't know how to express this feeling anymore. I am just too bersyukur for what I've got. Alhamdulillah..

So I am officially done with my second year. Alhamdulillah Allah ease everything. All the things that happened in 2011-2012 will be kept in mind, I.Allah..

2 months of holiday! I really don't know what to do! I am just going to lie in bed and watch movies, and sleep, and eat and sleep and watch movies, eat sleep. Seriously, 2 months is just like a blink of an eye! 8 months has passed, one year has passed, 2 years has passed, and everything seems to be so quick! What more 2 months? It is going to be a super short holiday, though the longest holiday of the year.

I am so happy, so so so happy!

Congrats to all my classmates for getting through this, together. To that one person, if ever I could hug you tightly, I would do it right away. You will pass this time, with God's will. I'll always be here if you need me.
Again, congrats classmates! :D

All I need is another 3 years to be someone I want to be ever since forever. 3 more years to go, Insya Allah.
And starting from 1st October 2012, life is going to change, totally! I really can't wait for third year, but its freaking me out too. Haha. Seriously, me handling patients, for real? :O
Insya Allah, I'll do fine, my classmates will do fine, everyone will do fine. Insya Allah.

I think I blogged enough for now.
Oh btw, thanks for the prayers readers :) Thank you! May you be blessed :')

Alhamdulillah, final has ended, and again, Alhamdulillah, tak kena viva.. Mmg bersyukur sangat.. Sangat bersyukur..

Tapi, final result as in official result has not been released yet, even though (almost) all the lecturers said that all second year students pass, tapi since the result is not out yet, so the feelings is still not secured. But, yes, hoping that all of us will make it through. I.Allah. Semoga Allah melembutkan hati para2 pemeriksa dan pihak yg bertanggungjawab untuk bagi semua orang pass second year.. Amin..

I'm so not in the mood to blog out my heart, so yeah, good bye and see you sooner or later ;)

TMR IS MY LAST PAPER! OSPE PAPER

OSPE, I dont know what its long name is, but simple word is practical exam. Hehe. This paper carry 20% out of 60% for finals. So it plays quite a big part for me to pass this final. But overall, I don't know. Just doin' my best, and trying to do my best. Eheh, not hoping for distinction, asalkan pass, I'd be the happiest person in the world. Seriously. But if dapat distinction, I'd be the happiest person in the universe. LOL. Bersyukur ke langit kalau dapat pass je pun.

The scariest part is on Friday, viva list. I really hope I'm not in the "borderline" list and obviously not in the "fail" list. But I really havve a strong instinct that I'm going to be in "viva" list. Tsk.

The worst feeling will be on Saturday. Jantung ni, mcm nk pump darah ke satu dunia. Ok, sgt hyperbola. But, super duper scared.

Aaaaaaaaaaa, doakan saya berjaya second year ni.. (AMIN)
And all I want to do is jumpscreamjumpscream when I check the result list

Its my call and I'm going to deal with it. I've made up my mind, there's nothing to lose, anymore.


Why can't you just live and appreciate those people who care for you, who love you for who you really are instead of flashing up some used-to-be-and-never-going-to-happen stuffs?

Final is approaching, and I ain't ready at all, at all. I am so dead.
We are going to have final on 23rd, 24th and 26th of July. On Friday morning, viva list will be out then afternoon viva for the listed ones. Then in the evening, meeting with the dean and ON SATURDAY, the result will be released.

I just hope to get through this, insya Allah, I will, and my classmates will, and my juniors are going to pass theirs too. Amin.. :)

Ok toodles!

A PART OF ME

There's a little part of me saying, telling and knowing I couldn't let it go, yet. It just stuck here not  letting me to dig it and put it away, letting it go. How can this thing be so powerful, so great?

Things are different now. I couldn't reach you anymore, and I missed you. You used to make my heart pounding like a nail, if you still remember though. Do you?

Hunger Games would be our next love story, supposedly. But fate wins, always.

Was your heart pounding like a nail? If yes, yes, I am talking about you. Oh I forgot, you don't read.
Thinking of you, always.

Final year exam in 3 weeks, and I am not prepared, at all. I'll miss second year, so much, but I ain't wanna live it for another year even if I were given a second chance. Should not bother of anything but exams.

All the best classmates, and juniors :) We are going to make it through, together. Yes, together.

In need of barbiturates