A PART OF ME

There's a little part of me saying, telling and knowing I couldn't let it go, yet. It just stuck here not  letting me to dig it and put it away, letting it go. How can this thing be so powerful, so great?

Things are different now. I couldn't reach you anymore, and I missed you. You used to make my heart pounding like a nail, if you still remember though. Do you?

Hunger Games would be our next love story, supposedly. But fate wins, always.

Was your heart pounding like a nail? If yes, yes, I am talking about you. Oh I forgot, you don't read.
Thinking of you, always.

Final year exam in 3 weeks, and I am not prepared, at all. I'll miss second year, so much, but I ain't wanna live it for another year even if I were given a second chance. Should not bother of anything but exams.

All the best classmates, and juniors :) We are going to make it through, together. Yes, together.

In need of barbiturates

PRESENTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

YOU THE JUNIOR ZUL!!

TADAAAAAA :D

Day one

Day 2

Day 1 with mom

HE IS SO CUTEEEEEEE!

I can't wait to see him!

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It makes me feel ease by only looking at his pictures. He is so adorable.

I can't wait to carry him around, give him a big-tight-hug, kisses all over his face.

For god's sake, he is my first (official) nephew!

It feels different when u have your own brother kid as yr nephew instead of your cousins kids as yr nephews/nieces :)

Really, it felt.. awesome

I can't wait to see him!! He he he :D

I am a gadget woman

I am not the kind of girl who spend the money for shoes, clothes, pants, bracelets, rings, necklaces etc. I don't mind keep myself starve so that I can get a new gadget.

So yeah, dear future husband, please take note. Hihi.

I promised that I will post you my nephews picture right? I will but, not now! Hihi.

I am having quiz tmr yet I haven't started with my revision! Kuikuikui..

Toodles! :)

CARDIOLOGIST

I went to the ECG program conducted by VAD. It was the bestest program of all the program I have attended.

Seriously, well, I guess it was the speaker who made it interesting. Yes, I gained a lot from his talk. He is able to explain things very well. He is young. He graduated from UK, he did his degree and master program there. He is able to speak english very fluently (obviously). But I like the way he wants us to get what he explaining. And the good thing is we didn't realise that we were in that hall for like 4hours! Sebab best sangat!

And then we had this tutorial session. Its a different person who was with us. I had the used to be MA (medical assistant). He was a MA until he worked with IJN, and get cert from there to "conduct" cardio thingi. He is extremely awesome too. We had like very new experience. It was like talking to someone who is like own brother, cause they are young! Like less than 35 yo? :3

I really like today's program. Never crossed my mind to be a cardiologist, but when I was with them, it did crossed. I know its hard, like they said, everything they said here sounds easy, but in real life, it is hard. But I can see in them they have their DEEP INTEREST in that field. Terasa nak jadi cardiologist, but I don't know if I can make it. Hehehe.

Best sangat tgk diorg, sbb macam muda2 lgi dah berkerjaya, dah ada pendapatan yang lumayan, dah berjaya dalam hidup.

Oh, I have another interesting story! Post mortem in HKL! Nnt lah update! :D hihi

I am me, I don't please people. You dont like me I am sorry but I am being myself.

Silence means I dont like it/ I disagree/I dont care.

I dont go and tell you whats wrong with me or you. I need you to use yr brain to figure out what you have done wrong. Dont ask me why or whats up, cause I simply dont tell. Discover yourself.

Cause when I do wrong to people, I know that I am wrong. Especially to those I know better. If you dont know whats wrong with me, it means that you dont know me.

I write to my blog cause this is the only way I can express what I actually feel.

Bye.

I miss mom